Today we said goodbye to our Maggie girl. We rescued her when the boy child was barely six months old and he is now nine. At the time, she was 2-3 years old and had boobs hanging down to the ground from the six puppies she birthed days after being pulled from the pound by the rescue. She went through mastitis (I could relate painfully well, as I was dealing with that at the same time) after we brought her home. She had seven BB's under her skin from being shot at by who knows what hateful person.
Maggie was a boxer bulldog, but was routinely mistaken for a pit bull with her brindle coloring and distrustful growl/bark, although she was good with the cats. She assigned herself the post of guardian dog and took her job seriously. When Owen was first learning to crawl, she repeatedly moved herself between him and the stairs so he could not go down them. After Chloe was born, Mags routinely kept post in the hallway just between the two kids' rooms. Rarely did a day go by where she didn't bark at someone walking by the house to make sure we knew who was around.
Maggie had manners. She was rarely a crotch sniffer. She stayed out of the kitchen or dining room during our mealtimes. She sat before she was allowed to eat her meals. She was smart and knew hand commands to sit, stay and go (finger pointing OUT of the room). She loved car rides and walks. Maggie was also the stinkiest and noisiest hound I have ever known. If she wasn't barking, she was farting (in her younger days, her gas would wake her up and she'd take off running like someone shot her in the butt, but slept through it in her later years). And if she wasn't farting, she was snoring. She has kept me company for a good nine years while I worked in my office every day with her sweet disposition and all of her noisiness.
Last night, she was unable to get up from her pillow and didn't make her nightly 7:30pm trek upstairs to the crate she so loved. She was on the pillow, unmoved this morning. A simple check by the vet found that there was a problem with her mid-spine. X-rays confirmed that, but also showed a large mass on her spleen. This last year has not been easy for her to get around. Our stairs and hardwood floors have caused her to struggle and slow down. And so this morning, we made the decision to have her put to sleep and we said goodbye through tears streaming down our cheeks as she laid in a patch of sunlight on a thick blanket.
Good night sweetheart, good night.

23 comments:
This brought tears to my eyes. I am so sorry for your loss and you and your family will be in my thoughts <3
We dealt with the loss of a pet last year and I can totally relate to what you're going through. What helped a lot was remembering funny stories and talking about it...sending love!
I am so sorry for your loss.
It was with tears today that I finally made my way into the room that was my cats. He died in my arms suddenly in July and I was finally able to clean (it's my bead room) and get it organized.
I am so sorry that you had to make this decision it is not an easy one.
My pointer does the same thing, farts and runs, so that made me chuckle.
Again, I am so sorry.
Shannon C
Oh this brought back so many memories our Boston also suffered from the gas and snoring and click,click, click of the toenails on the floor...I miss them everyday.
I am sorry for your loss, Kelley. I can only imagine how hard it must have been to make that decision.
So sorry to hear that kelly...but it sounds like she bought you much joy and love over the years..as you did to her. How lucky you were to have such a lovely dog in your family.
jenni
Kelley, I am so sorry to hear :( I wish I could give you a hug.
Wishing you many moments filled with happy memories of your departed friend.
XO, Amanda
Oh Miss Kelley! I am sorry to hear that you had to make this decision. But it was for the best, and Mags lived such a wonderfully full life with you by her side. I had a schnauzer named Madison and he was my baby before I had the boy-child. I can relate so well to this story, especially the butt-bullets (that is what we called them! ;-P) My sympathies for your loss as your family moves on without Maggie. Great book that I bought and still have is called Dog Heaven by Cynthia Rylant. It makes me so happy to think of Maddie-dog/Boo-Boy/Bubba there. Check it out if you can get it - your kids will appreciate it too!
Enjoy the day.
Erin
Oh Kelley
I am so sorry to hear this. Losing a pet is so hard. I am sending you and yours hugs and loves.
You've been in my thoughts all day yesterday and today. This is truly one of the hardest things you'll go through, but you are strong and I know you'll be strong for the kiddos too. Hang in there. I'm always here for you. xo
Hi Kelley,i cried and i smiled as i read your telling of sweet Maggie...sounds like she was an amazing part of the family and i'm sure she will be missed very much...she is running freely now without pain with her furry peeps...eating milkbones to her hearts content and haveing farting contests...watching over her human family forever.
take care.
:( That is terrible. It is so hard to lose a pet...and an even harder decision to have to decide to have them put down. It is so sad that they can't be with us our whole lives, but I think we'll see them all again. :)
Crying.....
Kelley I'm so sorry to hear this. I know how much you loved Maggie. You told her story beautifully.
It's never easy to make the decision to say good bye. We have an elder dog as well and know that one day not so long from now we will make the same decision. I'm sharing your tears.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I understand how hard it is. We had our Kayla for almost 16 years before we made the decision. I also had my Pi for 13 years. Many {{hugs}} to you and your family.
Michelle
I'm so sad for your goodbye! It is so painful to say goodbye to those we love. It blows!
With your job working from home, Maggie got to be with her peeps all day and that's what they live for. Every dog should get to be with their people every day! She sounded very special indeed, and I'm glad for you both that you had that time together.
I'm so sorry Kelley, those creatures do become embedded in our lives. We have an older dog too, but I have always blamed the gas on my husband.
If you aren't familiar with the story of the Rainbow Bridge where pets who die before their people go, google to find it. It has consoled me some in similar circumstances.
Karen C.
I'm sorry to read of your loss today. I have never cried so much in my life than the day I put my sweet Megan down. Not a day goes by that I am not reminded of my days with her. My Evie now brings me so much joy! May you hold your memeories close!
Michelle-
so sorry to hear the sad news about your lovely dog..she was so fortunate to have a life with your family.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I am very glad she had you all in her life and I'm sure she was always grateful.
I am so sorry about loss. Loosing a pet is like loosing one's best friend. Give yourself time to grieve whilst holding tight to your memories of her.
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